Saturday, January 31, 2009

A Certain Set of Mind

"And now im free from those infectious fairy tales, that plagued our plado minds and wills."
I guess this phrase is a good compliment to this certain post. I took my brain for a little walk today, my thoughts reflected the people in my life and in general what I'm doing with my life. I surrendered to the conclusion how grateful i am to have everything that i have. I feel for those that are less fortunate, and i thank God every day for the life i live. A year back, i found God to be a myth, something people just made up back in the day, due to boredom. Then i realized the world was too magnificent in every possible way, due to the dew drops on blades of grass or even a leaf dwindling in the wind. I enjoy taking my brain for walks, due to my thoughts are always constantly sprinting throughout my brain. Maybe that's why I am always exhausted at the end of every day.
-O

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Hmm I'm not a fan of waiting games

I'm living a frustrating situation. I got my drivers license in September of 2008 and i have NO CAR! It actually took me three tries to actually get my drivers license but i guarantee you, i am a good and safe driver. haha. My mistakes were careless and i couldn't believe i did them, what a trip that overall month was. I ended up crying both times i failed and i ended up crying again once i passed because I was so happy. But yes, i have my licence and no car. My parents have the money to buy me a car, but their own dilemmas seem to get in the way and plus they have trust issues with me. hmm, with one parent being more lenient than the other, this whole situation on my half is just a waiting game :/
-O

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

A New Thing

First Day on Blogger. Very exciting in the life of Olivia right now. haha. The blog community has most definitely grown on me over the past couple months, in which influenced my decision to make one of these. Ive also created a rcrd.lbl profile which actually i have no use for. It seems like rcrd.lbl is a website for downloading music and reading artists' blogs. Yes I get free mp3's, major plus, but no way to express myself in the way I would like to. Well i guess since this is my blog, i should at least describe myself a tad. I'm 16, and i have interests in a variety of fields that influence my life on a day to day basis. Im kind of confused on my future ahead of me. I thought i had it all planned out but now im starting to second guess myself, and trying to figure out what really will make me happy. I graduate high school next year, which is sooner than i thought. Sometimes i feel life is just passing me by, and others around me know exactly where they are going in life. I guess you can call it what it is, 'LIFE'. I tell myself you will figure it sooner or later, you just cant rush things.
-O