No sign of Sun, only fog in view

Ode' to the title, this is what my summer feels like. Yes, it is hot as fuck but my summer isnt as great as i wouldve hoped for. For one, my very 1st day of summer vacation i got into a car accident. My parents flipped and took my car away for a month. I get it back and accidently brushed up against some branches and it BARELY scratched my car. And so yet i again i get it taken away til school starts. hhaa it just never ends with me i guess. haha. I really miss my boyfriend, hes been gone for about 6 days now and really it feels like months. Im so used to seeing him everyday and now its like im in prison or something without him. I guess hes just the one person i cant live without =D Besides all this, nothing really has been new except that i start school pretty soon, mega bust, but it is my last year, than im off to chicago with the boyfriend =D Im torn between two paths im willing to take, the art path and make barely any money whatsoever or go the medical way and become a nurse and make BANK! haha. For security reasons im leaning more towards medical. haha. Its going to be hard though, to consider the fact that needles make me cringe a little BUT i will conquer all, due to the fact of a great paycheck haha!

-O

JAYO!!!

Meet the love of my life....JAYO! Her name comes from my boyfriends name (Jason) and my name combined, which equals...JAYO! He gave me her for my birthday and seriously she is THE best birthday gift ever. I had the best birthday ever this year, out all the 16 that ive had, 17 was the best. I spent the whole day with Jason. We went to LA and were rolling fucking balllllssss. hahah it was amazing like always. I told him i wanted to take a break from the e since we do it almost every weekend but its fucking hard to stop hahah. That sounds really bad but seriously it is. I was told if you take e alot, it makes you depressed when your older. I DONT WANT THAT. But the feeling e gives me is so hard to give it up. ahhaha. ahhhhhhh i need to learn self-control.

-O

Could Life Not Get Any Better

I mean really, its been going really well these past two weeks. I now have a boyfriend, JASON<3, he treats me well and thats all i could ask for =D ahhh school is almost over also, i love life right now!
-O

It's Over

Today is such a depressing day. My easter break has finally come to an end, it just makes me want to cry. By this time tomorrow, i will be sitting in a hell hole of a room, consisting of a rambling dyke talking about pointless history that i will never use in my lifetime. I am now eagerly counting the days til summer.
-O

Hey, Its been awhile blogger

I haven't seemed to find the time to sit down and write down my little daily posts on blogger. Lets re-cap shall we :) Well I finally got me car, I got the scion xd. I named him Sebastian the unicorn. Haha my best friend, Estefania helped me name him. We named him that because its white and its got this black antenna sticking out the top which reminded me of a horn, so thats where the name derives from. Its acustom for some reason in my family to name their car, haha wierd i know. And im loving it because i got it before spring break which is about to come to an end on wednesday. Such a bummer, but I got two weeks, which is one more week than most other schools. Thats right im awesome. haha. AND ive experienced the greatness of British television. I was introduced to an amazing television show titled 'SKINS.' You can compare it to the OC, just placed in England, and add loads and loads of sex and cursing, with amazing british accents and slang. Such as 'wanker' and insults such as 'horse fucker' ahhaha. LOVE IT! I recommend this to every person living on earth to watch this show, cause you will get addicted and devote a whole day to watching it like me and estefania did, hahah YES it did happen and we loved it! Til' my next post!
-O

YESTERDAY: April 2, 2009

I SAW LILY ALLEN at the wiltern in Los Angeles with my best friend forever, Estefania. THE best show and day of my life. What a success it was. We met the coolest guy ever for one, who goes by the name of Josh Griffith. Just a normal 17 yr old boy with a story to tell through an acoustic guitar on the street. haha. He told us give me any topic and I will sing about it. We gave him the topic of how Hannah Montana sucks. He sang it right in front of her movie premiere that was taking place, haha how ironic. He was one person who I fully truly appreciate with all my heart.
-O

Fly Away

I want my issues to fly out the window, so there will be nothing left except peace within my mind. I was reading today an a magazine the essence of a person's number. Which consists of the month you were born and the day you were born on. Well my number is 2, it said for the month of April, that the things I work hard for will pay off towards the end of the month. I hope those number astrological things are correct in some way shape or form.
-O